|For a start, remove your email address from your post - blatantly showing it is, quite possibly, what got you into the problem in the first place!!.|
Only two things you can do - (1) change your password, just in case your account has been hacked. (2) Open a new Hotmail account, don't advertise the address as above, forget your old email address, and advise your friends to put a block on it.
"I've always been mad, I know I've been mad, like the most of us..." Pink Floyd